[HELP] My hackintosh attempts all failed and now i feel useless

I tried to hackintosh my Laptop (hp envy 17) for over a year now, i tried everything from ideneb (Leopard) and hazard (Snow Leopard) to niresh catalina and and big sur , i dont care what version il take snow Leopard or something, i dont care how Old it is, i just want to get it to work. I even tried to make a vm but it also did not work. I dont know if im just dumb or if its Not possible. I really need help. :( sorry for my poor english, i dont speak english that often. Thanks in advance